Well, well, well.. It's been a long time that i haven't update web log entry. I been told that i haven't update my xanga for pretty long time.

There's a lot of things change in my life completely. I still go to Valencia Community College and still working at Disney.

New thing about me? Well, I am bisexual and i know it must be a shock for you when you read this. I am still same person you love, and i might be still the funniest person. Also, my parent know about this. I told everyone include my parent but not my whole family. My parent doesn't want my whole family to know about me. It's sad that my mom tend to keep everything as a secret. For example, my mom kept secret that my brother Patrick isn't my blood brother. He was adopted!  I wonder why my mom have to keep things secret. What the point of this keeping as a secret. We are family, and we supposed to love each other no matter what. *chuckle*. My mom used to say I love you no matter what. In some way, she does have funny way to show it. I am not going to worry about it.  The stronger i believe in myself, the stronger person i have become. I have become more closer with two of my aunt and one of my uncle. My aunt Jennifer, she's lesbian.  She told me things about my mom which i never know my mom's side. Also, my another aunt Denise and my uncle Ramon. They lived in NY. They do tells me things about my mom. OF course, i was hurt and surprised that how my mom behave like this.



Anyway, i want to tell you short things about my week vacation with n3 and Janna. N3 is my best friend. I cerish  him a lot. He and I been friend since i was in 4th grade. It has been a long time. He and I been tight. I am proud that he is my best friend. I still rememeber this quote. It seem almost like it was yesterday he told me this quote. "Don't stand in front of me, i dont want to be a follower. Dont stand behind me, I dont want to be a leader. Stand side by side.".  Guess what? It's true. He still stand side by side even thou i told him I was bisexual. Of course, he was shock and didn't know my deepest secret. I also told him many another secret which he's shock.  He also told me that he will support me no matter what. He does still show it.


Janna,  I am soo happy to see Janna is the one for n3. N3 let janna to be part of his life. I have to be honest with you. Since i grew up with n3, i dont really see him that happy or deserve anything back from his girl whenever he gives a lot of his love. *chuckle*, i remember when i was in high school. Everyone think he is with Lisa Velez.  They just happen to be good friend but of course n3 keep chasing her. LOL, but hey every1 chase their girl who they desire. anyway, that is little off the point. My point is that I am glad Janna is the one for him. In fact, Janna and I dont really have anything against each other. Most of n3's exes try to push me off of n3's "so called best friend frame". I do really adore Janna very much. She and i make up our inside joke. oh boy.. it is not going to be inside joke anymore. n3 was using a sign language "exciting" it just happen that i make it up and told n3 Heartyyy  in "exciting sign language". But then, Janna keep using it and she just happen to like that sign langage and think it's funny. Also, we got another inside joke which is buzz.It's kind of hard to explain thru xanga. although, it still inside joke of BUZZZZ!!!. hahha.

aren't they a cute couple?




St. Petersburg, Florida is such a nice beach.  It's warm, wavy, and soooooo hot outside.



 
yeah, that's me. I know, i was sooo friggin tan mofo. I look like  a nigga.

Oh yeah, if you plan to come to florida. I strongly recommed you to bring sunblock because you will need it so bad.